Schizotypal Me

Filling in the Greatest Gap in My Education

Mon, 04 Aug 2025 11:59:55 +0000

Around 33 I realised that I had lost a tremendous amount of time because of a flaw in the education – namely, because of the unfamiliarity with the formal logic.

This explains my 10-years long affair with Marxism (not a bad framework for looking at society, but an evolution of the flawed Hegelian tradition being undone by this very heredity).
This explains my troubles with the programming when I tried to get the higher education for the first time.
This explains my not having left Russia till 2023: if I were thinking more logically, I would have left back in 2014.

Logic is not a panacea, of course. But it is one of the most effective inventions of human mind, the instrumental set of navigating not one’s thinking, but one’s own perception of reality.

Good thing is that I got to this matter quite early in my life, and not around 60 or 70. Sometimes, being socially isolated helps to get things relatively in time.

#logic, #selfStudy, #autoBiographicalNotes

The Discomfort of Using LLMs

Sun, 27 Jul 2025 22:04:09 +0000

The problem with the ChatGPT, DeepSeek and the like is that they have a fundamental duality built into them.

On the one hand, they try to look as much human-like as possible to facilitate the time spent with them and the information collected from the users for further training. This is necessitated by the business logic.
On the other hand, they have no real properties that a real person would have, including the pruning of the information with time, mood cycles and other important moments that make the communication human.

As the result, I feel like I end up in a chat room with an obsessed weirdo, who attempts to 'link' different conversations, yet does not have even an elementary understanding of my thought model, ideas compartmentalisation and other things.

With humans, this is easy, and almost intuitive. If one does physics and has a hobby linked to, say, collecting and studying insects, one will not mix up these two fields in a conversation about any of these topics until there is a very good pretext. LLMs do it all the time.

So, cross-contamination and thematic blindness may also be called the features of the LLM assistants at the moment that prevent them from becoming really useful and really unobtrusive. They simply amplify the duality above and make it much less tolerable.

#LLMs #AIHype #UX

Testing Write.as, 'parte deux'

Thu, 19 Jun 2025 23:52:17 +0000

Testing Write.as

Wed, 18 Jun 2025 20:38:16 +0000

First of all, I would like to thank the Write.as team for the unlimited 14-days demo of their platform. This is very kind of them, and, I believe, is a good promise to start.

So, let us go through the necessary features:

The basic formatting syntax is in place
MathJax \(\infty \to \not\in [e=mc^2]\)
Tables must also be the thing

Name	Location	Food
Alice	New York	`Coffee`